This is killing me. My heart is beating so fast it hurts. I'm being really complicated I know, but I don't know what to do.

Every text I get, I want it to be yours, but I know its not. I'm hella sprung bud and you don't even know. I think this should end but at the same time, I don't want it to.

I need time with you! I need to clear things up. These thoughts i have bottled up inside me can't be fixed by anyone but you! I need a surprise to cheer me up. I need your lovin to make me feel better. I need a lot of things right now actually.

I wish I didn't over think everything. That my imagination wouldn't constantly run wild. I wake up from nightmares of that asshole ruining these few weeks of happiness. I enjoYed all our time together and I don't want it to end.

I want to be in your warmth. I want to lose all this pain. I want peace.