*Sigh

3 hours ago, they left for school. Its done, they're gone until Dec 17. Buon.

But I guess this shouldn't affect me. I mean, mis amigos no se gusta. And I guess there were a lot of tears from it, but, should this affect me this much?

I know what my friends would say, "Its ok Kevin, things will get better, you can find someone else. Fiesta! Good Riddance, I didn't like him anyways, etc, etc." But, I don't think that'll help.

I think that I should cancel Saturday, just cause, right now I'm not up for it. I'd rather just chill with people or something. Maybe curl up in a ball and sleep it off. I've been meaning to catch up on my sleep.

I think I've been naive about all of this. That I rushed into it, that I made myself fall faster. I think I need to keep away from relationships. It seems I'm going to be spending at least 3 years at DeAnza to keep up with my major. This is going to be really tough.

"I'll find away to you if it kills me."
"Grant My last request and let me hold you,"
"I want nobody, nobody but you."
"I'm officially missing you."