So I over analyzed and I guess I was wrong, but now its happening again. I feel sick in the stomach. You tell me he's just messin but he's going to extremes.
He's sayin i love you, callin you babe. He thinks you have a date where you two got together and that its legit.

This is pissing me off and making me extremly uncomfortable. I didn't want to over analayze and I tried not to, but, I guess I can't help it. I'm complicated.

I'm trying to think positive. Trying to breathe again, but its not really working. I want to talk to him and set things straight before I do something I might regret.

I need a large thai tea with small pearls asap. I need more human interaction. I need A LOT of quality time with you. I need room to breathe. I need peace.

Please change it all. And fix it too. It would make me fell a hell lot better.