Dear You

Lies. That's all this was wasn't it. I knew it since Seattle. Ever since you went there, you started to care less and less. I hate the fact that I found out through other people. Seriously, if you care, why? I want to know why.

This started off as angry, but I really can only be mad at myself for not listening to my gut. It pretty spot on. I should be mad at you, but I'm not. I think that I can be too forgiving sometimes. Maybe I just like you that much. Maybe I like getting hurt. I am a complicated person. I fell way too hard and it hit me again. This seems to always happen to me. Maybe one day I'll be able to find that perfect person. However, for now, I think solo is the way to go. I think its best for me to wait for someone to sweep me off my feet and constantly make me smile :]

I hope that if you read this, that you tell me the truth about everything. This could have been something special. Something great, and still can be. There's a good chance that I'll still be waiting, like I always have. Just know that I'll be here for you when you come back with arms wide open, ready to give you a hug saying, "Welcome Home."

When I found out, I was extremely emotionally distraught. I wanted to kick your ass. I wanted to cry. I wanted to die. I wanted to just do about every negative thing possible. I want to know why, no matter how much it hurts. The only problem is, Can I believe you? I really want to make this work out. I really do care and I try my hardest to make you smile in the little simple things I do for you. Tell me the truth, nothing but the truth, and only the truth, and I will forgive and try to forget. The warmth I felt with you was probably the warmest I ever felt with anyone. It was a great feeling and I want to keep it. What OMGPOP was, I think am with you.

If this doesn't work out, take my bracelet as a token of what I thought was real. Its for you and I hope you always wear it. Its taking me weeks and I made it with lots of love, time, and care. Enjoi your time at USC and have fun with who ever. May you have a life full of Great Success, Wonderful Love, and Peaceful Bliss.

I may be in over my head, but that's love for ya.

With Love,

Kevin TuanAnh Nguyen.