Ruined

Thanks. You just ruined a good weekend.

Friday was hella fun. The Dance was great. Quickly's was good. Met new people and chilled with cool kids. That's all I can say for now. I'm too fucking pissed to even write about how fun the dance was.

Today was a busy day. Tournament at Buchser. It never stops to amaze me how big it is for a middle school. I didn't place. I got 5th and was off by one point to tie for 4th. After that went home and ate. My mom told me to clean my room and I went to go do so. I got an IM so I go to reply it and then my mom comes in the room and fucking explodes. And I'm like wtf I went to check something really quick I am cleaning you dip shit. I finish and then we head of too Black Belt Graduation. It was hella fucking hot. Got my belt with my name and everything. Parents weren't there as usual but I don't give a fuck. Potluck after. That was a lot of fun, like always. This is where my parents ruined my weekend. On our way home, I tell my mom we need new tops for our uniforms with our new black belts. My dad is like, "Why? You're only there for 3 more months." I'm like I'm staying though. I want to go for my second. I want to experience the things that other candidates experienced. My test was bullshit. We didn't do anything. There was no sense of family or self-accomplishment. I want to test again to see that. And my little brother wants to quit. So my dad is like, "Are you going to it. Well then if you go you pay for half." Of course being the person I am i accept it. I was so pissed though cause my mom is like. How are you gonna get the money. HELLO BITCH. Must you fucking say that every single fucking time we talk about money. Do you honestly have like no faith in me?! That I'll never get a mother fucking job. Shit. I was so mad. And then I realize I only have to pay because my brother wants to quit. If he didn't quit, I wouldn't have to pay. And what's stupider, my dad signed me up for this when I didn't even want to fucking do it. Now, when I want to do it, I get dropped!? WTF is up with that. How are you supporting me in every way possible?! That is so fucking stupid especially when I have to fucking save up for a bunch of other shit like a car. Money for VYC. School. And my own fucking needs. Uggh. How do I deal with this shit. I have a fucking migraine and I need froyo.

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