So

Within this week, I've gotten a lot closer with my mom. It might be me maturing, or just trying to keep things together with my dad gone, but I'm working harder now.

I really don't like the fact you're being a super hypocrite. Its really depressing to hear that you "had such strong feelings" for me to tell that you want to focus in school. I'm sorry I opened up to you, that I told my hopes, my dreams, my fears, and my past. I'm sorry that I failed to keep things slow, that I rushed my life into yours. I'm not sorry though, for being honest, for trying. And now to be ignored, I thank you for being a hypocrite, it made me realize that you're growing up, and that I have to also. I have to grow into a higher state of maturity, and that you're still maturing. So from here I bid you adieu. It was nice knowing you.