Faithless

I don't understand how my parents have so little faith in me. I really wish I settled for SFSU now. Not only because of Wong, but so I can also dorm. I would be out of their control. I mean yea, I'd be home every weekend or so, but being free from that control would be great. Their lack of faith depresses me. I have 3 classes and they're like, you can't fuck around, you have to focus on school and only school. Um yea, I have hella other shit that I focus on, you honestly don't think I can't focus on school too? Thanks. I appreciate the lack of support I get from both of you, IN ANYTHING I FUCKING DO.

Seriously, the only time I get ANY support is if I ask for it. My fucking black belt test cuts, you didn't want to go, YOU DIDN'T FUCKING STAY! You we're there for what, 10 min? And then you left 'cause you were bored. The second cuts, you don't even stay. You dropped us off and had us get rides home. Its like you sign me up, or I choose to do something, you don't care. You care if I'm home on time. You care if its something that you can control, but you don't care if I like it. Seriously. I'm tired of it all