I've been blogging a lot lately. Its probably 'cause I've been pretty depressed. Today was really sad. Happy birthday to Janelle M, Rusil V, and Darryl P.
So I wasn't really invited to the party. I guess its nothing I should really fret about, but it just feels like I'm starting to get really distant from her. I love her to death, always have and always will, its just sad how distant were getting. And yea, I get flaked on again today. I mean, I should be used to this but w/e, its no big. I'm just sad how you make plans with someone else when I already asked to shill with you and be a bit more productive. And then this, I really don't think I'm clingy. I mean, yea, you'll call me back, but don't leave me waiting. I waited Two Hours for you last night, and I called You. And we didn't even talk that much. You said you would text me, but you didn't text me either. You went to sleep, but w/e, no big.
I don't know. Am I being selfish?Clingy?Too worried? I don't know. Maybe I'm taking it overboard. Tell me if I am please, 'cause dwelling over all this made me cry, and I really don't want to cry more.
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