Saturday, November 22, 2008
Slutastic Whore; Awkward Turtle Yea?
Fuck am I wasting my time with this? Seriously? I feel like I just wasted a whole chunk of my life. I'm getting fucked over, AGAIN. What the hell. I feel like crying again. Jerk
Friday, November 14, 2008
Selfish Message in a Bottle
I've been blogging a lot lately. Its probably 'cause I've been pretty depressed. Today was really sad. Happy birthday to Janelle M, Rusil V, and Darryl P.
So I wasn't really invited to the party. I guess its nothing I should really fret about, but it just feels like I'm starting to get really distant from her. I love her to death, always have and always will, its just sad how distant were getting. And yea, I get flaked on again today. I mean, I should be used to this but w/e, its no big. I'm just sad how you make plans with someone else when I already asked to shill with you and be a bit more productive. And then this, I really don't think I'm clingy. I mean, yea, you'll call me back, but don't leave me waiting. I waited Two Hours for you last night, and I called You. And we didn't even talk that much. You said you would text me, but you didn't text me either. You went to sleep, but w/e, no big.
I don't know. Am I being selfish?Clingy?Too worried? I don't know. Maybe I'm taking it overboard. Tell me if I am please, 'cause dwelling over all this made me cry, and I really don't want to cry more.
So I wasn't really invited to the party. I guess its nothing I should really fret about, but it just feels like I'm starting to get really distant from her. I love her to death, always have and always will, its just sad how distant were getting. And yea, I get flaked on again today. I mean, I should be used to this but w/e, its no big. I'm just sad how you make plans with someone else when I already asked to shill with you and be a bit more productive. And then this, I really don't think I'm clingy. I mean, yea, you'll call me back, but don't leave me waiting. I waited Two Hours for you last night, and I called You. And we didn't even talk that much. You said you would text me, but you didn't text me either. You went to sleep, but w/e, no big.
I don't know. Am I being selfish?Clingy?Too worried? I don't know. Maybe I'm taking it overboard. Tell me if I am please, 'cause dwelling over all this made me cry, and I really don't want to cry more.
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Karma is a b****
Sucks for you Christina but, karma does have its ways. Sorry that you hurt yourself.
Sparring got my mind off of things. It was fun. Andre Fangonilo is such a cutie pie! And yea. Thanks Alex for cheering me up :]
Sparring got my mind off of things. It was fun. Andre Fangonilo is such a cutie pie! And yea. Thanks Alex for cheering me up :]
I'm your Number 01
I feel shitty yet again, bat at least I'm not crying today "/
Veteran's Day was a good day all until I had to leave. I met some pretty cool bitches, baby bridges lol jk. We should hang out again.
Yesterday was alright. I was happy I guess. I was surprised I had to do a lot of retesting, but it was fine. I broke my boards and missed my brother's name on the board. I LOVE HIM THAT MUCH <3 I do :]
Today, I don't know why, was a pretty bad day. I mean, like, it started out fine but it all went downhill I guess. Well I see my friend really sad and I just want to see him cheer up. And like I tell the guy he likes to cheer him up and I get reassured. Then later I see him sad again and I tell his crush to cheer him up again and he gets mad at me. I guess I was a little too pushy 'cause there's not much he can do, but then again, if you like him enough, you would want to keep him happy. And then there's the clingy thing. Am I really that clingy? Is saying you's call me back and a half hour later, I call you being clingy? I don't know anymore. I really like you but I don't get to talk with you as much as I would like. Seriously, I LIKE YOU A LOT, but I'm scared that you thinking that I'm clingy is going to ruin things. Oh well, It won't be the first time I got dropped...
Other than that, Faiza, please, SPEAK FOR YOURSELF! GOD DAMN
yea
Veteran's Day was a good day all until I had to leave. I met some pretty cool bitches, baby bridges lol jk. We should hang out again.
Yesterday was alright. I was happy I guess. I was surprised I had to do a lot of retesting, but it was fine. I broke my boards and missed my brother's name on the board. I LOVE HIM THAT MUCH <3 I do :]
Today, I don't know why, was a pretty bad day. I mean, like, it started out fine but it all went downhill I guess. Well I see my friend really sad and I just want to see him cheer up. And like I tell the guy he likes to cheer him up and I get reassured. Then later I see him sad again and I tell his crush to cheer him up again and he gets mad at me. I guess I was a little too pushy 'cause there's not much he can do, but then again, if you like him enough, you would want to keep him happy. And then there's the clingy thing. Am I really that clingy? Is saying you's call me back and a half hour later, I call you being clingy? I don't know anymore. I really like you but I don't get to talk with you as much as I would like. Seriously, I LIKE YOU A LOT, but I'm scared that you thinking that I'm clingy is going to ruin things. Oh well, It won't be the first time I got dropped...
Other than that, Faiza, please, SPEAK FOR YOURSELF! GOD DAMN
yea
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
11/11 Morning
In the City for tarea. Pretty dang tired. Here with Andrew. Pretty hungry too. I don't know why my sentences are like hella short. W/e I feel a little better compared to last night. I hop today is better.
WBM
WBM
Monday, November 10, 2008
Stupid Boys
Fuck life right now. People are stupid. I feel like crap, emotionally and physically. Why the hell is everyone fucking bitching at me? I don't really understand it at all. I'm ready for tomorrow. I need another day off. To much shit is happening.
The week was pretty lame except Wednesday. I went to go hang out with Andrew and that was fun. The week wasn't really memorable. So how about I start at Thursday.
Thursday was WC Milpitas' Night of Integration. That was a bitch. I suck at conditioning. That's all I have to say to that.
Friday was the written test for the Black Belt test. It was pretty easy. I breezed through it. Then it was the Association's Night of Integration. That was fun. I enjoyed it, it was a nice break off of the crazy stress.
Saturday was the test. I was kinda nervous, but that went away really quickly. KJN Riz was there, that lifted my spirits. I think I did good, except of course for the one-steps and the wrist releases, but other than that, I did good. I didn't break all my boards though. Sparring was fun. I made boys cry. And that's about it. Conditioning was fun. SIKE. I'm out of shape so it sucked. The down time after was fun though. And yea.
Sunday, went to the city to chill with Andrew again. That was fun. Animal Crossing & Brawl. And really good Thai food.
Today was lame. I cried. I need a pick me up.
That's about it. Period
The week was pretty lame except Wednesday. I went to go hang out with Andrew and that was fun. The week wasn't really memorable. So how about I start at Thursday.
Thursday was WC Milpitas' Night of Integration. That was a bitch. I suck at conditioning. That's all I have to say to that.
Friday was the written test for the Black Belt test. It was pretty easy. I breezed through it. Then it was the Association's Night of Integration. That was fun. I enjoyed it, it was a nice break off of the crazy stress.
Saturday was the test. I was kinda nervous, but that went away really quickly. KJN Riz was there, that lifted my spirits. I think I did good, except of course for the one-steps and the wrist releases, but other than that, I did good. I didn't break all my boards though. Sparring was fun. I made boys cry. And that's about it. Conditioning was fun. SIKE. I'm out of shape so it sucked. The down time after was fun though. And yea.
Sunday, went to the city to chill with Andrew again. That was fun. Animal Crossing & Brawl. And really good Thai food.
Today was lame. I cried. I need a pick me up.
That's about it. Period
Sunday, November 2, 2008
Yay! Science Camp!
So, I didn't blog last about the week before last 'cause that week was pretty crappy. Last week was hella fun. Science Camp man! " I don't know but I've been told, We're the salamanders with long toes! We love science camp yes we do, We'll come back as counselors too!" Man my kids were too cute, they were hella annoying, they wouldn't shut up, and I miss them a lot. They thought they were boss too! And it was freaking adorable. I wish I brought my camera so I could put pics up of my kids. Other than that, it was a great time. I had the best breakfast/dinner table. We were the ORIGINAL Super Table. Thank you Claudia, Kayla, Juanito, Matteo, Amy, Ashley, Amber, Sebastian, Sheryl, and Sierra for being a great table! Desert Table FTW! And my Long-Toed Salamanders! Anthony "Ants", Kilmer "KillMe", Sam "Sammie", Daniel "Boss Dan", Victor "Boss Vic", Shawn "Shawn", Miguel "Miguelito/Ito", Ismael "Ish", Christian "Qui Tan", Oscar "Oscy", Phil "Philadelphia". You guys probably won't read this but, Thanks for coming and giving me ahard time, It was fun and I hope you guys become camp counselors too. To my bosses keep it real. To my embarressed kids, lighten up, its not that bad. And to my big mouths, OMG, watch what you say and be good and stop with the spoken text.
Now off the science camp words of wisdom. Halloween was really random, wierd, and fun. It was one of my kids, Sierra's, birthday, as well as another one of my kids, Ismael, the day before, and Kilmer, two days prior to Ismael haha. We got ready to leave on this rainy and humid halloween. All the kids were sad, and I'm pretty sure the counselors were pooped. The power was out and the water was running so the day was pretty hectic but it was a good day. The leaving of sicence camp weas really sad. The last song was really cool, even though I only remember the part where it goes "The counselors are HECKA TIGHT" haha. It was heart breaking to see them go. Sishey's kids were bawling. It was so sad to see. I had to take the school bus with the kids home which wasn't that bad. Then we(Jay, Nolan, Rex, and Myself) got back to Theurkauf (?) in Mt. View and we waited for Chirstine to pick up the guys and Kat to pick me up :D. Me and Kat went to Jamba at Mercado and then back to Milpitas L&L so I can get some Katsu. And I got this FREAKING AWESOME Longanisa Masubi. It was flippin amazing. Then went home and unpacked and dressed up for halloween. I went to Eda's house and chilled there with Ale until Janjo came then Vincent came and we just spent like hella time starting stories and never finishing them. We went trick-or-treating and we collected money for UNICEF. It was great. We got a lot of money and pretty decent amount of candy. I GOT POP ROCKS! And yea. Janjo left early and never really got anything from the people we collected cash from. Then we went back to Eda's house to karaoke! Ale left and we just ended up messing with the tempo and key haha. It was fun. I gave Vincent a ride homenad pretty much knocked out.
Saturday was confusing. So I was supposed to come in for a training at I don't know what time. I also was supposed to go to KJN's House at around like 5ish? And then Lasan Leadership had the commercial filming at 930 at Tom Vu's house. So I went to the filming and took a lot of pictures with Anh Hoan's camera. Gosh, did I like how they turned out. Brittany making love with her blackberry phone. Ruffles in his accident shot. It was great! The filming was alright but it was fun. At Lasan, the freshmen had games for the Halloween/Fall festival. There was a dance off but, as usual, no one danced. It was sad. The rest of the day I didn't really do much.
Today was lame. I cleaned the house and played Tales of Symphonia:]. Then my parents made go to TNTT(Viet Church Scouts). My gosh was it boring and pointless. I mean, I'm there when I don't want to be there nor have I been there in like 4 months. It was wierd but w/e. I went to In'n'Out with the family after and yea. Ran into Eda and Steph at WalMart hahah.
Friday/Saturday: Black Belt Test
Sunday: The City
All week: Make Up Work/Train?
This week is going to be greaaaat. SIKE]
Thats all for now :]
Now off the science camp words of wisdom. Halloween was really random, wierd, and fun. It was one of my kids, Sierra's, birthday, as well as another one of my kids, Ismael, the day before, and Kilmer, two days prior to Ismael haha. We got ready to leave on this rainy and humid halloween. All the kids were sad, and I'm pretty sure the counselors were pooped. The power was out and the water was running so the day was pretty hectic but it was a good day. The leaving of sicence camp weas really sad. The last song was really cool, even though I only remember the part where it goes "The counselors are HECKA TIGHT" haha. It was heart breaking to see them go. Sishey's kids were bawling. It was so sad to see. I had to take the school bus with the kids home which wasn't that bad. Then we(Jay, Nolan, Rex, and Myself) got back to Theurkauf (?) in Mt. View and we waited for Chirstine to pick up the guys and Kat to pick me up :D. Me and Kat went to Jamba at Mercado and then back to Milpitas L&L so I can get some Katsu. And I got this FREAKING AWESOME Longanisa Masubi. It was flippin amazing. Then went home and unpacked and dressed up for halloween. I went to Eda's house and chilled there with Ale until Janjo came then Vincent came and we just spent like hella time starting stories and never finishing them. We went trick-or-treating and we collected money for UNICEF. It was great. We got a lot of money and pretty decent amount of candy. I GOT POP ROCKS! And yea. Janjo left early and never really got anything from the people we collected cash from. Then we went back to Eda's house to karaoke! Ale left and we just ended up messing with the tempo and key haha. It was fun. I gave Vincent a ride homenad pretty much knocked out.
Saturday was confusing. So I was supposed to come in for a training at I don't know what time. I also was supposed to go to KJN's House at around like 5ish? And then Lasan Leadership had the commercial filming at 930 at Tom Vu's house. So I went to the filming and took a lot of pictures with Anh Hoan's camera. Gosh, did I like how they turned out. Brittany making love with her blackberry phone. Ruffles in his accident shot. It was great! The filming was alright but it was fun. At Lasan, the freshmen had games for the Halloween/Fall festival. There was a dance off but, as usual, no one danced. It was sad. The rest of the day I didn't really do much.
Today was lame. I cleaned the house and played Tales of Symphonia:]. Then my parents made go to TNTT(Viet Church Scouts). My gosh was it boring and pointless. I mean, I'm there when I don't want to be there nor have I been there in like 4 months. It was wierd but w/e. I went to In'n'Out with the family after and yea. Ran into Eda and Steph at WalMart hahah.
Friday/Saturday: Black Belt Test
Sunday: The City
All week: Make Up Work/Train?
This week is going to be greaaaat. SIKE]
Thats all for now :]
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