Wonderful Sunset Glow

I love Big Bang :D

So like I've been having really cool conversations with my new friend and its hella trippy how similar we are and that we had the same events happen to us at the same time. I think I'm starting to like you. That I'm becoming infatuated. I'm kinda scared. I think I'm pushing myself too much on you. But yea, I do like you. Orange Barney haha.

Other thant that, I don't know why, but when I got home I just got really sad. I think it was 'cause of seeing all those happy couples, holding hands, smiling, and having a great time when I was going to Linda's. Not to sound desperate, but I miss it, a lot. I don't know. I'm in a cuddling mood, cuddle with me and make me feel better.

SPS Rehersal went well. My guys got the dance. It was fun, in a sense.

Party tomorrow, maybe Ice Skating if I can get like 30 bucks out of my dad and uncle.

but yea..

It's almost a new year

and time for me to continue blogging.

Winter break has been pretty chill. I've been busy most of the week, and I'm excited for the next one to come. I found out about Rin on the Rox. I want them to sing for my birthday! I just had this awesome convo like an hour ago. And it totally made my day, and it barely started. I Hope the rest of the day goes well. Thanks Barney :]

I went shopping yesterday. Now that was fun. Hella tiring but fun. We did a lot of walking around and not a lot of spending. Valley Fair is so flipping expensive, but I got my thermal and a pair of shoes and underwear for my GFFAE :]. I got 5 for $25 panties for my sister lol. She picked them out of course. We ran into Winnie and Jordan haha. It was a good Great Mall day :]

Friday, My momma left for S.Korea/VN. I hope she rememebers to get me my CD. Big Bang w00t! So me, my brother, my padre, and my uncles went to go "celebrate" with a Outback dinner :D. Hella good. Jaime from swimming was my Server. It was cool seeing her after all these years.

Thursday. Merry Christmas! I didn't go to Youth Mass like I wanted too 'cause I didn't wake up on time ahah. Spent most of the day cleaning though. :P

And thats good for now. Looking forward for another really good convo later today :]

Indside Joke: "Dude, Nordstrom's Men's Restroom is JANKY"

OH, I'm really digging Right Here (Departed)-Brandy. Its hella deep

AND
If you read this and you have a youtube account, can you please leave ONE comment to Rin on the Rox asking if they can sing for me, Kevin Nguyen, on my birthday, January 20th, The Break-Up Song by Chris Ramos Wong.

Rin on the Rox- Right Here(Departed) Cover

The Break-Up Song - Chris Ramos Wong

Please and Thank You!

Hot 'n' Cold; Sunset Glow

So I haven't blogged in the longest time, but w/e. I got my black belt! :D

So I don't know what to blog so I'll do it later! :D

Slutastic Whore; Awkward Turtle Yea?

Fuck am I wasting my time with this? Seriously? I feel like I just wasted a whole chunk of my life. I'm getting fucked over, AGAIN. What the hell. I feel like crying again. Jerk

Selfish Message in a Bottle

I've been blogging a lot lately. Its probably 'cause I've been pretty depressed. Today was really sad. Happy birthday to Janelle M, Rusil V, and Darryl P.

So I wasn't really invited to the party. I guess its nothing I should really fret about, but it just feels like I'm starting to get really distant from her. I love her to death, always have and always will, its just sad how distant were getting. And yea, I get flaked on again today. I mean, I should be used to this but w/e, its no big. I'm just sad how you make plans with someone else when I already asked to shill with you and be a bit more productive. And then this, I really don't think I'm clingy. I mean, yea, you'll call me back, but don't leave me waiting. I waited Two Hours for you last night, and I called You. And we didn't even talk that much. You said you would text me, but you didn't text me either. You went to sleep, but w/e, no big.

I don't know. Am I being selfish?Clingy?Too worried? I don't know. Maybe I'm taking it overboard. Tell me if I am please, 'cause dwelling over all this made me cry, and I really don't want to cry more.

Karma is a b****

Sucks for you Christina but, karma does have its ways. Sorry that you hurt yourself.

Sparring got my mind off of things. It was fun. Andre Fangonilo is such a cutie pie! And yea. Thanks Alex for cheering me up :]

I'm your Number 01

I feel shitty yet again, bat at least I'm not crying today "/

Veteran's Day was a good day all until I had to leave. I met some pretty cool bitches, baby bridges lol jk. We should hang out again.

Yesterday was alright. I was happy I guess. I was surprised I had to do a lot of retesting, but it was fine. I broke my boards and missed my brother's name on the board. I LOVE HIM THAT MUCH <3 I do :]

Today, I don't know why, was a pretty bad day. I mean, like, it started out fine but it all went downhill I guess. Well I see my friend really sad and I just want to see him cheer up. And like I tell the guy he likes to cheer him up and I get reassured. Then later I see him sad again and I tell his crush to cheer him up again and he gets mad at me. I guess I was a little too pushy 'cause there's not much he can do, but then again, if you like him enough, you would want to keep him happy. And then there's the clingy thing. Am I really that clingy? Is saying you's call me back and a half hour later, I call you being clingy? I don't know anymore. I really like you but I don't get to talk with you as much as I would like. Seriously, I LIKE YOU A LOT, but I'm scared that you thinking that I'm clingy is going to ruin things. Oh well, It won't be the first time I got dropped...

Other than that, Faiza, please, SPEAK FOR YOURSELF! GOD DAMN

yea

11/11 Morning

In the City for tarea. Pretty dang tired. Here with Andrew. Pretty hungry too. I don't know why my sentences are like hella short. W/e I feel a little better compared to last night. I hop today is better.

WBM

Stupid Boys

Fuck life right now. People are stupid. I feel like crap, emotionally and physically. Why the hell is everyone fucking bitching at me? I don't really understand it at all. I'm ready for tomorrow. I need another day off. To much shit is happening.

The week was pretty lame except Wednesday. I went to go hang out with Andrew and that was fun. The week wasn't really memorable. So how about I start at Thursday.

Thursday was WC Milpitas' Night of Integration. That was a bitch. I suck at conditioning. That's all I have to say to that.

Friday was the written test for the Black Belt test. It was pretty easy. I breezed through it. Then it was the Association's Night of Integration. That was fun. I enjoyed it, it was a nice break off of the crazy stress.

Saturday was the test. I was kinda nervous, but that went away really quickly. KJN Riz was there, that lifted my spirits. I think I did good, except of course for the one-steps and the wrist releases, but other than that, I did good. I didn't break all my boards though. Sparring was fun. I made boys cry. And that's about it. Conditioning was fun. SIKE. I'm out of shape so it sucked. The down time after was fun though. And yea.

Sunday, went to the city to chill with Andrew again. That was fun. Animal Crossing & Brawl. And really good Thai food.

Today was lame. I cried. I need a pick me up.

That's about it. Period

Yay! Science Camp!

So, I didn't blog last about the week before last 'cause that week was pretty crappy. Last week was hella fun. Science Camp man! " I don't know but I've been told, We're the salamanders with long toes! We love science camp yes we do, We'll come back as counselors too!" Man my kids were too cute, they were hella annoying, they wouldn't shut up, and I miss them a lot. They thought they were boss too! And it was freaking adorable. I wish I brought my camera so I could put pics up of my kids. Other than that, it was a great time. I had the best breakfast/dinner table. We were the ORIGINAL Super Table. Thank you Claudia, Kayla, Juanito, Matteo, Amy, Ashley, Amber, Sebastian, Sheryl, and Sierra for being a great table! Desert Table FTW! And my Long-Toed Salamanders! Anthony "Ants", Kilmer "KillMe", Sam "Sammie", Daniel "Boss Dan", Victor "Boss Vic", Shawn "Shawn", Miguel "Miguelito/Ito", Ismael "Ish", Christian "Qui Tan", Oscar "Oscy", Phil "Philadelphia". You guys probably won't read this but, Thanks for coming and giving me ahard time, It was fun and I hope you guys become camp counselors too. To my bosses keep it real. To my embarressed kids, lighten up, its not that bad. And to my big mouths, OMG, watch what you say and be good and stop with the spoken text.

Now off the science camp words of wisdom. Halloween was really random, wierd, and fun. It was one of my kids, Sierra's, birthday, as well as another one of my kids, Ismael, the day before, and Kilmer, two days prior to Ismael haha. We got ready to leave on this rainy and humid halloween. All the kids were sad, and I'm pretty sure the counselors were pooped. The power was out and the water was running so the day was pretty hectic but it was a good day. The leaving of sicence camp weas really sad. The last song was really cool, even though I only remember the part where it goes "The counselors are HECKA TIGHT" haha. It was heart breaking to see them go. Sishey's kids were bawling. It was so sad to see. I had to take the school bus with the kids home which wasn't that bad. Then we(Jay, Nolan, Rex, and Myself) got back to Theurkauf (?) in Mt. View and we waited for Chirstine to pick up the guys and Kat to pick me up :D. Me and Kat went to Jamba at Mercado and then back to Milpitas L&L so I can get some Katsu. And I got this FREAKING AWESOME Longanisa Masubi. It was flippin amazing. Then went home and unpacked and dressed up for halloween. I went to Eda's house and chilled there with Ale until Janjo came then Vincent came and we just spent like hella time starting stories and never finishing them. We went trick-or-treating and we collected money for UNICEF. It was great. We got a lot of money and pretty decent amount of candy. I GOT POP ROCKS! And yea. Janjo left early and never really got anything from the people we collected cash from. Then we went back to Eda's house to karaoke! Ale left and we just ended up messing with the tempo and key haha. It was fun. I gave Vincent a ride homenad pretty much knocked out.

Saturday was confusing. So I was supposed to come in for a training at I don't know what time. I also was supposed to go to KJN's House at around like 5ish? And then Lasan Leadership had the commercial filming at 930 at Tom Vu's house. So I went to the filming and took a lot of pictures with Anh Hoan's camera. Gosh, did I like how they turned out. Brittany making love with her blackberry phone. Ruffles in his accident shot. It was great! The filming was alright but it was fun. At Lasan, the freshmen had games for the Halloween/Fall festival. There was a dance off but, as usual, no one danced. It was sad. The rest of the day I didn't really do much.

Today was lame. I cleaned the house and played Tales of Symphonia:]. Then my parents made go to TNTT(Viet Church Scouts). My gosh was it boring and pointless. I mean, I'm there when I don't want to be there nor have I been there in like 4 months. It was wierd but w/e. I went to In'n'Out with the family after and yea. Ran into Eda and Steph at WalMart hahah.

Friday/Saturday: Black Belt Test
Sunday: The City
All week: Make Up Work/Train?

This week is going to be greaaaat. SIKE]

Thats all for now :]

Blah

So. Tell why I haven't blogged in like years. No, I know why. My dad put a fauking password on the comp so I'm like never on, especially now that I need it. 'Effing college apps.
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My mom really should STFU. I GET IT. SHIT.

Anyways. The past week has been quite stressful.
Homecoming week. Monday through Wednesday wasn't that bad. Thursday, Black Belt Tryouts. We had our tryouts with Mountain View and did they suck. They didn't cheer on their own team. It was pathetic. We were cheering for them. Most of us did really well. I got 97.5% and I yelled my butt off. It was good :]
Friday was rally day. I thought the rally could've been so much better. I only went to the first one and I chilled in another class during the second rally. It was pretty hectic setting it up too. The carnival was good except for the fact that Ilinka and I had to get ready for the coronation(the crowning) of the Homecoming King and Queen. THAT WAS STRESSFUL. Looking for the court, trying to see if they have escorts, and getting all the info. Then the game. There was a fight that broke out. It was a serious one too. It was all bad. And right before coronation too. Steven Fanua and Rachelle Dudero won btw. The coronation was alright. I think I have a picture of what we wore somewhere. We won against Mt. View though. The same place that I had the tryouts with LOL.
Saturday was the dance. I had training first in the morning though. I thought it was friday though. Training was alright. Nothing special. Lasan, we picked rectors. I was so drained, I didn't really care, but I did want to be rector. Then, I went to get ready for Homecoming dance. It was a lot of fun until Mrs.Vaars came and started kicking people out. W/e. I had to take hella pictures so I didn't really dance much.
Sunday. I went to AIDS Walk with Jonathan. It was fun. Mostly. We didn't really walk that much so. We had fun on our own :]. Then we were going to go hiking but his parents wouldn't let him. So we went to go eat with his parents at The Counters :]. It was really good. His family is so nice and not dysfunctional. Then yea. I just stayed home and watched movies until youth mass. Then I got my cookie dough! And there ends my Sunday.
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This week is pretty damn shitty.
I'll blog about it later

Boo, You Suck

Ban Kai was pretty shitty. Cupertino was fun till I had to leave and take the scary bus at night and got lost in Downtown D:

So right now I feel pretty crappy. Rocketship is pretty sad and I don't know what to do about it. I want him so smile. Giraffe is talking to me again and now I want to cry . Not only is Rocketship sad, Giraffe is back. I know I want to be with Rocketship and I'm gonna keep it that way. I wish he would cheer up.

I'm gonna cry.

Nerd Day tomorrow. Gonna hella dress up. Try outs are Thursday. Hella scared. HC game on friday. Excited but not really at this moment. I need a hug

I'll blog more later...

Soo

So I haven't blogged in a while.

I'm getting over cupcake and moving towards his ex. Cupcake is a jerk. Period. He cares too much about his damn social profile but acts like a slut. Its really sad 'cause people already know that he's gay so w/e. Anyways, Cupcake's ex, lets call him Rocketship, is freaking adorable. He's a sweetie pie, and we had a great night when we hung out. QT3.14 Rocketship :]

Karate is getting lamer and lamer. I almost couldn't test because of bankai( Lasan Retreat), but I fixed it so its all good.

Bankai tomorrow. Cupertino Band Competion on saturday. Katie Cat's B-Day tomorrow!

And nothing else.

WBM
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Cupcakes

Happy Birthday to Jenann Phan, Monika Urban, and Leah Davis.

Today we dubbed my man crush cupcake for certain reasons. I swear, he's so freaking cute but is so awkward to talk to.

Today was alright, except me falling asleep all the time. Excited for tonight. And I will definitely post pics up later.

BLOG MORE LATER

The joy of today

I'm bored at school haha :]

Well, I was at school and I found out I could go online there.

So today was pretty chill... sorta

Photo was good. My picture turned out nice. Its like, where is the love? Moo, you're cute. Then Econ was arright. Kinda zoned out at the end. PE made me sad. I didn't swim :(. All I did was run a lap haha. Leadership was pointless as usual. English was like w/e. Went to the library for school loop and then I went on this. :] Then my TA period was distracting. It was fun.

Then the bad part. Today, my black belt canidate team found out our head instructor, teacher, and friend, just quit and left us. I know he probably had a good reason for it, but it made us all really sad. We had Master Tony. B Thopmson coach us. It was bad. Like, we lost our energy with all the changes. We were so used to the intensity and the long tiring training. Now everything is different. We're even learning the techniques differently. I don't like it, at all. I miss you KJN. I miss you a lot. Everything we learned today was differnet. It was scary, the kinda of power in the technique just freaked me out. I was scary being made so vulnerable so quickly. I miss the old ways. The intense training, the simple ways, the way we're used to. I miss you KJN Riz.

Well, I'm excited for tomorrow. SYTYCD! And fun stuff.

WBM

Trung Thu & Bozena's "Reunion" @ the Counter

TODAY WAS FUN.

So I had training at 7 in Campbell. The Campbell school is hella swanky. I was like DAYUM! THAT'S HELLA NICE. And then I was there for a good hour and a half then left. There was this one little kid from from Santa Clara who was INTENSE! And 2 other girls too. Then I got home and got ready for Trung Thu(Autumn Moon Festival).

Trung Thu was fun. Saw hella kids that I missed like crazy! Had fun with the balloons. Chilled with the cool kids and finally got to talk to Michelle and hung with Micheal. We hella laughed it up today with just random crap in the Cage.

Then around 5:15 ish, Patrick and Bozena came and picked me up with Chris and Charlie. Then we were off to Santana Row and tried to find parking. We got to the counter to find Rose, Jan, and new friend Viet and found out it was only a 15 min wait which was good. We got our tables and and got ourselves comfy adn we ordered our drinks. By the time I'm done with my first drink, Jaclyn+ Sister, Lance, Anthony, Butters, Jonathan Dang, and my new friend Brian Trinh, and someone else who's name I forget. We ordered our starters and got all our food picked. So we waited while eating our Sweet fries, french fries, and chili fries; and when we were almost done, Janelle and Domingo came as Charlie left. The lovely couple didn't order anything but it was fun having them. Then the burgers came. THEY WERE HUGE. LIKE GINORMOUS. I ordered a 2/3 lbs Veggie burger with a fried egg, grilled onions, grilled pineapples, with gruyere on honey wheat buns. IT WAS SOO GOOD! I like it a lot, but i couldn't finish it. The grilled onions were wayyy too much. Then we just sat there and loitered. There was a lot of ass-grabbing and nipple scooping. Brian got violated... A lot LOL. It was fun. A lot of laughing.

After all that, we go to the Festival at St. John's. It was so much fun. I ran into CJ F, Lizzy and David, and Steven and Jimmy. We found this ghetto beyblade game in the junk and we played it. THAT GAME WAS INTENSE. I won of course. PINK FTW! Cj ended up buying it. Then we, Lizzy, Cj, Steven, and myself, along with Janelle and Domingo, all went on the highroller ride thing. That was intense. I still have a head ache haha. Then we just played with Pat's cameras and we went home.

So now I'm home and I amd STOKED for tomorrow. Except the work part, BUT STOKED haha

WBM

Today

Was pretty good.

My photo was shitty but it was fun. Second period was alright. Third was chill. Fourth was fun. Fifth was sleepy. Sixth was ok too.

I got to hang with my bear today and that was pretty fun. That and the falafel wrap. Then my try out for the try out went REALLY GOOD! I was so happy that BKJN Clayton was back. And I was glad I did well. Good Job to the entire team for playing the game all out and Finishing Strong!

And I'm happy that my friend isn't as mad at me any more :]

Now

I feel even worse. I just got shot badly. Thanks though, for everything, I really did have a good time. I hope things will get better.

Now to cry some more.

Shoot me now

I feel like crap again.

I spent the day with my friend to make me feel better, but me being so god damn blunt fucked everything up. Now I feel like crap again.

I really need to chin up somehow. I need some sushi or really good ice cream.

IMY.

Someone make me smile

I'm so lost

I'm kinda lost right now. No, I'm REALLY lost. Lets say I'm lost with a Giraffe, a Dinosaur, and a Bear.

I'm pretty sure, at the moment, I want to get away from the bear. I'm just not happy anymore with the bear, but I just don't have the guts to do what I should do to the bear. I love the bear but I'm not happy anymore.

Then there's the dinosaur. The dinosaur is adorable and super cute. The dinosaur is so random and funny, I love it. The dinosaur likes to just be random and is cool, but sometimes I get bored. No, I get bored a lot, but I like the dinosaur.

That leave's the giraffe. We have so much in common, its weird but I like it. Its weird that we did hang out back then but we didn't remember it. And now, we're catching up on everything. And the giraffe is so cool. Cute, tall, can sing and dance, sweet, and makes me feel good and smile a lot. The thought of the giraffe still makes me smile. The giraffe is like my dream rhino only a giraffe! And I think giraffes are cooler anyways.

Well I know what I should do but I don't know if I can do it.

Other than that. The week so far was alright. I had fun yesterday with my tall friend AJ :]
Looking forward to the SYTYCD concert. No work 'till Sunday. And so far, NO HOMEWORK. Freaking awesome right?

Well that's its for now.

willblogmore

I'm done with Xanga

So I decided to get a blogger instead of using my piece of shit xanga. I have a lot of shit to deal with but whatever. I'll blog it all later